Chrissy Teigen has given fans an update on how she is coping following the death of her and John Legend’s baby, revealing that she is starting to heal slowly.
The model, 34, had a stillbirth with the couple’s son, Jack, at the end of September, but gave fans a hopeful update that she is starting to come to terms with their loss.
She wrote alongside a photo of her bundled up with a black furry hood and scarf on the sofa: ‘When I’m old and grey, I will look back on the last two months as being brutal, exhausting, sad, physically challenging, mentally painful b**hes of a couple months.
‘But I refuse to not find humour in both the rage-fits and the outfits. I already see the leaves as orange instead of grey, realised the sky is indeed blue and not black and horn honks on my forced morning walks only bring me to my knees half the time.
‘I can make it up my stairs only stopping once or twice instead of every other, and can get out of the bathtub all by myself as long as I have the promise John will dry me off.
‘Anyhow the point is, f**********k, I think it’s happening.’
Chrissy has been open with her fans about the good and bad days following their tragic loss, having told her followers earlier in the week that she was in a ‘grief depression hole’.
She wrote on Twitter: ‘I’m not tweeting much because I’m honestly in a bit of a grief depression hole but do not worry as I have so much help around me to get better and I’ll be fixed soon.
‘They’ll call when I’m better and ready for pickup and u can swing by and grab me ok? thank u and love you!’
Chrissy and John, 41, who also share their daughter and son, Luna and Miles, had shared photos from the hospital when they had to say goodbye to their baby, who they had named Jack.
Fans had praised the couple for showing the raw grief they were going through at the time, to help others who had gone through the loss of a baby.
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